REPEAT AFTER ME WITH YOUR HEART:
I no longer need you to fuck me as hard as I hated myself.
Make love to me like you know I am better than the worst thing I ever did.
1. You kissed my chewed-bubblegum lips so gently -
a kind, soft mouth for a boy.
Years later, with bloodshot eyes and a delicate laugh
you were still so beautiful.
2. You got thinner and thinner as my heart swelled
with hope that one day
you’d see past your empty plate,
and straight into me.
3. I hung on your every word.
Stories that I still remember.
Stories you don’t think you ever told.
And I’ll keep it quiet, but maybe you’ll know.
4. I had you, at first -
And curled up, cold, in the bottom of your street
All I really hoped was that
I could have you again.
DEAR EVERYONE WHO I’VE TRIED TO EXPLAIN THE DOG ENDING OF SILENT HILL TO THIS IS IT SINCERELY ALEXANDRA
(Source: princessstabbity, via thevibewontstop)